To love you til the end is almost like never
I think Love exists beyond death
The world may end but I'll love you forever
I'll love you past the end, past... death
Love you when this world is nothing but dust
Floating through an endless space
Love you when everything we know
Dissipates
To love you til the end is almost like never
I think Love exists beyond death
The world may end but I'll love you forever
I'll love you past the end, past... death
I will...
Love you when this world is nothing but dust
Floating through an endless space
I will
Love you when everything we know
Is gone
When everything we know
Dissipates
I will.
How long does one minute take
When you're high -
Higher than the sky itself?
When you're high -
And only you know how it feels...
How long does one thought train take
To reach from A to Z?
Or do you cut it down halfway,
or reach only B?
Does the laughter come
Bubbling up from your mind,
Or from your heart;
Deep down inside?
Perhaps emotions like sadness arise...
But you're... high -
Higher than the sky itself
When you're high -
And only you know how it feels...
You realize your mouth is hungry
Taste buds are telling you what to eat
It has nothing to do with the stomach
I'm positive
When you're high -
Higher than the
I write in this journal by way of Ucon's hide and some charcoal I found in Pronon's cave, amidst all his treasures. Pronon has more treasures than Salvador and that seems to bug him. I keep reminding him that I have none at all. He says I'm just human.
I found Pip and Hopper, alive and well in Pronon's dungeon. They were scared to death, the poor things. Their clothes were tattered from the brush in the forest and Pip had some nasty cuts.
I sat on top of the cave with Salvador that night, just watching the stars. Staring into the moons deep eyes Never had I imagined that a horrible announcement would take place the moment after Salvad
Pip and Hopper, my two younger brothers, and I were trampling through the woods, traveling fast to make a clean get-away. Ucon, the dead dragon I had found while exploring the woods weeks ago, had given us all new shoes from his brush green hide. I also made from Ucon a lumpy ball for Pip and Hopper to play with, and for myself, this journal. I still have a whole bag of hide left, which I can make many things of, and will, when we reach the Freelands.
The twins happily played with the ball up ahead of me. They were tossing it high in the air, back and forth. Pip's golden hair jumped around on his head as he reached up to catch the ball. His
If everyone could see you through my eyes..
Your smile brings joy to my heart
You're genuine and smart
I love spending time with you (Yes I do)
If everyone could see you through my eyes..
Eyes, happy and wide
I see someone
To whom I can confide
I see someone strong
Stronger than I have been
I see someone who deserves to win
If everyone could see you through my eyes..
They would hold you dear
Like I do
They would be made clear
Or have nothing to fear
When you are near (no)
They'd consider themselves lucky
Like I do
If everyone could see you through my eyes
If everyone could see you, through my eyes...
Through my eyes
They are many spirits. Some are music, joy, life, and soul. They are in my mother's secret garden and are where the flowers are yet to bloom. They dance in crystal chandeliers and play hide n' seek in potted plants.
They are like stars and only come out at night. But at daytime, it doesn't mean they don't exist. They are the sunset and they are what make the sun rise. They are your hopes and are in your dreams.
They are your inspiration and are that girlish feeling that is always hanging around. They are your attitude and most of the time, somehow, your reflection. They are a legend, a myth, but if you believe, then they are there. They are
I was young once
but now I've grown old
I've found life is not
what I was told
The sun rises in the east
and sets in the west
Like a road; the sky's path
In life we cross the whole
expanse
Things I have known
Have helped me to grow
Though at times I fall down
Turn your face to the sky
Feel the warmth and
widen
your eyes
(open them wide)
I was young once
but now I've grown old
I've found life is not
what I was told...
what I was told...
Words that my mother said
To the best of their extent
Were misunderstood
By ears untainted
It took experience;
Some of which I may regret
To understand what
Such wise words
me
This Picture of My Loved One by Mejink, literature
Literature
This Picture of My Loved One
didn't see it coming, Could I have stopped this thing?
This picture of my loved one, And the sorrow it would bring.
I opened up my album, And to my fear and fright,
This picture of my loved one, Was second to the right.
I could of cried all morning, And then all afternoon,
For this picture of my loved one, He had died so young and soon.
Oh yes he was my Father, The only one I had,
And now unlike the other kids, I'm without a Dad.
I'm still without a Dad, Still without a Dad,
What should I do? Cause' I haven't got a clue,
And I'm still without a Dad.
This picture of my loved one, Brings back so memories,
Eight years I had him, And
You who stole my heart with your laugh
Wasn't worth my second chance
I look back now with half a smile
And half a frown on my face
I wasted so much time on you
Cause you are a waste, a waste...
You who stole my heart with your laugh
Wasn't worth my second and third chance
It's funny how things turned out
I never thought you'd be so bad to me
It's funny how things turned out
Cause in the end
It was I who walked away
Because I needed a friend
Oh, you who stole my heart with your laugh
Wasn't worth a second chance
I look back now with half a smile
And half a frown on my face
I wasted so much time on you
Cause you are a waste..
My knees against his hips
Attached as if the bones were melded
Torn bloody flesh
All that's between them
My teeth against his neck
A scractch on tender skin
To test the smell
And texture
And flavor
Of all that encompasses him
A quick bite
To see if he'll struggle
But he closes his eyes
And takes it with a smile
I see and feel
Everything dying
With only this
This pain
To prove we're alive
I keep you
Need you
To be
I love you
But you've changed
Inevitably
I'm so
Different
Don't look at me now
But I keep you
Need you
Find me again somehow
My dragon
Fly...
On silver wings
Through the sky
I will keep you there
In the sky...
The days are hard
To keep from crying
Then at night I just stop trying
I go ahead, let it out
I cry
You left my those years ago
But it seems just yesterday
I was facing tomorrow
Without you
~
There's so many things I think about
So many times I've gone without
The only man I ever looked up to
You were more than a father
I can't explain
How you affected
Who I am today
Tell me, how do I live?
~
At my graduation
You weren't there
But I felt your kiss in the sunlight on the stairs
And I think of the times
That will come in my life
Situations that need your advice
And I don't get to share
The children I bear
With you
Like the face of the moon
Blank and cold
Where once there was life
Now it is old
Beautiful
From far away
But untouchable
All the same
The days pass by
The moon does wane
Shrinking slowly
Like my pain
~
No star in the eternal sky
Has so swiftly caught my eye
As the white sheen known as the moon
That rises during midnights noon
sometimes i feel my skin is crawling
there's a beast inside i can't control
and i close my eyes
and i fold my wings
my mind goes blank and pain
encompasses my soul
sometimes i feel a darkness creeping
like rabid film over my eyes
and my heart locked in my chest starts pounding
and once again i realize
- I want nothing
I want everything
I want you I hate you I need you
I want something
I want anything-
sometimes i feel the hunger rising
as denial is hot behind my skull
i know the hunger will sibside
but still i feel i can't control
sometimes i feel like ripping my throat out
to see the color of my blood
and taste if only f
It consumes me like blackness
A pain not understandable
But reachable
So reachable
And when you touch it
It grasps your heart
Tries to squeeze the life from you
Makes you bleed inside
And sickness
An illness
Running through my veins
A virus
A disease
And I beg for it to take me
Bent over on my knees
Hot tears on my cheeks
My lips
My collar bone and chest
And beg the life to be squeezed from me
From my heart
To stop
This misery
These things from my eyes are not tears
They are the blood of my soul
Cry is not a word
To describe anything
No, I die
- butterscotch memories
are fading away
finding the darkness
in the brightest days
playing those games
now i'm ashamed
of it all
don't know how i can stand tall -
childrens laughter
comes from within
thats what i've been told
i try to remember those times
but my heart isnt so bold
and dark clouds
are leading the way
lightning bolts and rain
the more i
try to forget
it keeps coming back
it keeps coming back
-
don't you
have a
deepest darkest secret
would you
tell a
soul
i'm falling
so far down
in my grief and i don't know
if i'll
ever
get out
butterscotch
i'm drifting away
forget what i'm saying
playing th
We all have a love for our country
We're Americans and that is that
But maybe someday we'll see
There's so much more
And peace
Doesn't mean going to war
I see this flag in the distance
It's blowing in the wind
Freedom never takes the easy route
They figure
No fight
No wins
How can I go on
Knowing what I do?
And soldier,
How about you?
This happens every time
Every time I close my eyes and
Watch you go
Down that hall again
You disappear from my sight
But my heart keeps you...
I don't want to be here
No, please come love me
I don't want to stay my life here
For living life without you
Is living without meaning
There is no use in being jealous
I just cry a while
Being it is her, not me, who
Grazes your skin with aching teeth and
Reaches, touching, with a hot and eager tongue
It is not I who tastes you,
Not I who gives this simple, natural, and
Secret pleasure
Those wounds
Of your intimacy
Put in your head the
Image of her face
Do you think of me there?
Can you see what I see when I
Look at you?
If you could see yourself through my eyes
You would cry from the beauty,
Like I do
All I ask for while I am here
Is for people who understand and
Accept me like you did
Perhaps this is the respect and love
I have for you
I will cry for
I finished uploading the stuff from my computer, so from now on, all my new work will be... NEW! :P
I hope to find more old stuff when I unpack the last of the boxes that have traveled with me from apartment to apartment :P
Hey :) I am going to be uploading poetry from my text edit files, and not sure how far back they date but it could be up to a year or more o.O I just want to get all my poetry and possibly some stories up on here. I need critiques, as I am beginning to write again.
Thanks! :)
I wish I had a copier machine, because trying to take pictures of my drawings using a computer cam really leaves it feeling lack luster. But I hope you can try to enjoy my drawings anyway... I'll be seeing about a copier sometime soon! :)
Have a great day!